PaperDollys random ramblings

Fri, 07 Apr 2006 22:43:56 GMT

OMG!!!! after reading emmas post i decided to have a look at the new elder scrolls game {morrowind} and i swear i nearlly had a little wee in my pants, i neeeeeeeeeed it, it looks so pretty and real and i know if i get it im never leaving the house again, but alas i have no money for it.
i think im gonna ask emma if she fancies lending me her old one and just using a memory card to move me other game over {alas no outside world for me hahaha} or scrimping and saving and investing in oneof me own,

rarrrr need a morrowing fix haha

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 00:41:46 GMT

stolen off maz...that quiz fiend =)

body: SECTION 1: PAST
1. Cheated on someone?: yes
2. Fallen off the bed?: Yeah im gay like that
3. Broken someone's heart?: erm....dunno probably
4. Had your heart broken?: Yes too many times
5. Done something you regret?: yes, mostly when alot of drugs/booze are involved
6. flashed someone?: yes
7. Been cheated on?: yes arg >~<

SECTION 2 : CURRENTLY
1. Wearing?:black t-shirt, blue pj bottoms and slippers
2. Like anyone?: yes
3. Single?: unfortunatly
4. Have any piercings?: yes
5. How many?: erm...*counts*....10
6. Ever Smoke?: yes i am right now
7. Tattoos?: only home made ones

SECTION 3 : LAST PERSON YOU..
1. Hugged?: Beneri
2. Kissed?: Beneri
3. Talked on the phone to?: Kirsty
4. Yelled at? erm...im guessing Beneri

SECTION 4 : PERSONAL
1. What do you want to be when you finish school?: a bearded turban rider
2. What has been the best day of your life?: erm...i dunno
3. what comes first in your life?: my friends
4. What are you most scared of?: the sea
5. What do you usually think about before you go to bed? "bene, wanna quickie?"
6. Did you lose someone you really loved?: yes
7. Love your family?: sometimes

SECTION 5
2. TV Show: any soaps...or 8 simple rules
3. Song: too many to say
4. Ice Cream Flavor: chocolate
5. Fruit: strawberries
6. Candy: cadburys dairy milk
7. Day of the Week: wednesday..no uni no work
8. Color: pinky purple

SECTION 6 : DO YOU
1. Like to give hugs?: yes
2. Like to walk in the rain?: yes if i have a brolly
3. Prefer black or blue pens?: black for drawing blue for writing
5. Sleep on your side: yes
6. Have a goldfish?: no
7. Ever have the falling dream?: yes.
8. Have stuffed animals?: aye

SECTION 7 : THIS OR THAT
1. Pierced nose or tongue?: both
2. MTV or BET?: mtv
3. 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek: id rather choke on my tongue than watch either
4. Sugar or salt?: both
5. Silver or gold?: silver
6. Chocolate or flowers?: chocolate
7. Color or Black-and-white photos?:black and white
8. m&ms or skittles?: m&m
9. Stay up late or sleep in?: both
10. Hot or cold?: depends
11. Ketchup or mustard? ketchup
12. Spring or Fall?: fall
13. Happy or sad?: happy
14. Wonder or amazement?: i really couldnt care less
15. mexican or italian food?: italian

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 00:13:41 GMT

http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=_Clc_53r0ys&search=CamKaraoke.com

hahaha i hope this works, its the funniest fucking thing ive seen in ages hahahahaha

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 16:37:32 GMT

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

Last Tuesday I gave change to a homeless guy (19 points). Last Sunday I put gum in _spindizzy's hair (-12 points). Last Thursday I ruled Canada as a kind and benevolent dictator (700 points). In March I put money in megashrike's expired parking meter (14 points). Last week clear_heart and I robbed a bank (-50 points).

Overall, I've been nice (671 points). For Christmas I deserve a shiny red ball!

Sincerely,
paperdoll_fiend

Mon, 28 Nov 2005 13:23:07 GMT

hmmmm i dunno whether to leave uni and get a full time job and my own house or stay in uni and be skint forever, cause uni keeps asking me for money that i dont have and my loan covers fuck all, its fucking rediculous really.......all thoughts are welcome

Some YeOldePix

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 13:51:54 GMT

thought id add some old pix i was looking at xx

haha ritch

Tarts :P

me and the pudang

me and ritch aaaaaaaages ago

me and the emmie-poo

me looking gay

Remember, Remember the 5th of November

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 19:20:12 GMT

ive not really done much today to talk about.... Bennery came round earlier to see me and to get his fone, he told me that little claire (For those who dont know claire is a cunt who fancies Bennery) had said that i kept barging by her at Ziggys, stupid bitch i barge by everyone in Ziggys cause its always packed, fuck sake i barge about 50 people walking from my seat to the bar. To tell the truth i didnt even relise the stupid bitch was there, which is no surprise cause she's a fucking midget. She said she was gonna say summat to me but Bennery told her id kick her face in if she did.....which id fucking love to, but she's like 4"3 or summat, it would be like beating a fucking kid............right im gonna stop talking about that now cause ill end up ranting and writing a book on it.

anyways....
i was bored so decided to mooch down to the uni to take advantage of the 24/7 computer rooms. I havent decided what to do tonight yet, its my first saturday not at Fibbers sinse i moved here and thats a bit shit, might chill and drink the beer i have left over from last night, i dont think bennery is coming round till tomorrow and caint be arsed going to meet anyone so ill entertain meself.

Its really sureal around York tonight, theres a wierd smoke in the air from all the fireworks and it smells like gun powder/burned flesh. its like a war zone with all the bangs and sparks n shit, i know its bonfire night but its never this loud n shit back in boro.

my day

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 18:56:16 GMT

well yesterday started ok, i was woken by my alarm at 8 after only having very little sleep and went to uni leaving a cute bennery sleeping away in me bed, sat for an hour listening to a fucking lecture on archetecture, which would have been interesting if i wasnt half asleep, the only thing that stirred me was hwn he mentioned the nazi's but that was just saying that they were not keen on this kind of design cause there boring and like houses with seperate room (YAWN)

************************************************ anyway *************************************************
after that i went to the canteen for my friday brakfast as a lil treat for getting up (i do it every week as an insentive to drag my sorry arse to the lecture of death) then walked home in the rain.
Bennery was still flat out when i got back so i dived back into bed and went back to sleep for a bit. i had every intention of going back to uni for the hour seminar in the afternoon but i awoke with gut rot so thought against sitting and listening to crazy art critic guy (tutor)
Me n Bennery sat in bed and watched Jay and Silent Bob strike back then had a bit of hanky panky before he went to meet his mam in town.

We had decided to get beer and chill for a bit later so i went and got some and went home waiting for him to get back...........he didnt so i drank the lot myself, he had left his fone at mine to so i couldnt get in contact with him, lets just say i got frustrated cause if id known i had known he wasnt coming back i woulda gone out....tis okies though cause i got very pissed and watched starwars episode 1 (mmmm Darth Maul) then went to bed a passed out :)

Mon, 09 May 2005 15:54:28 GMT

http://rottentomatoes.com/vine/j/paperdoll_fiend

my new home for the time being

oh yeah and I GOT INTO YORK UNI

Fri, 07 Jan 2005 14:28:27 GMT

In the year 2005 I resolve to:

Have at least one orgasm per hour.

Get your resolution here

come on si, get yer pant off haha ;)

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 17:16:54 GMT

http://www.moviepoopshoot.com/old/news.html hahahahahaha

Tue, 14 Sep 2004 15:21:21 GMT

ive been sacked haha

oh and after reading through some posts on lj ive got some thoughts that i dont really like and i feel like im gonna throw up, normally my instinks are right but hey if there not ill leave it but if they are im gonna bring hell to earth

Sat, 08 May 2004 06:32:35 GMT

around january time i had this illness that was caused by not eating and drinking mixed with hellish amounts of drugs, well it feels like theres an eg in your intestins that moves up and down from your throat to your stomack and gives you really bad pains n shit, this is caused because the stomach and inner intestine walls are swolen,

well ladies and gent i think its come back, as ive been sat here browsing the web and thinking away and the hellish "egg" has been causing me so much pain, its horrid though cause when it gets to your throat it feels like a mixture of needing to burp and throwing up, need to go back on me tablets methinks *cries*

Sat, 08 May 2004 06:00:32 GMT

still awake and been sick blergh, simons asleep and looks really cute bless gonna go for cuddles

Fri, 07 May 2004 16:07:28 GMT

im gonna get a ferret, there so cute and you can do allsorts with them like take em for walks and bath em, they are so fun im going to have to get one awwwwwwwww

Fri, 07 May 2004 15:25:39 GMT

im watching this thing called astroboy, its like a anime type thingy, its in the groupe with ultimate muscle proper messed up, i wish i was a jap *sighs*

Fri, 07 May 2004 15:24:12 GMT

just been to the shop and bought si a nice little pressy and a card, not for any particular reason hope he likes em

Fri, 07 May 2004 13:50:22 GMT

omg i have just found out that this guy i knew from school has died, he wasnt my friend or anything far from it but like ive known him for years, he was like one of the peeps whod be there when we were getting pissed, on of the skelton posse, its just scary i spose when people die that you know, me n lisa knew him through her bro cause he used to come to lisas

stolen from maz

Fri, 07 May 2004 13:04:05 GMT

Last Cigarette:: Right now
Last Alcoholic Drink: carlin last nite
Last Car Ride:: asda with ritch about a fortnight ago
Last Kiss:: before si went to work
Last Good Cry:: wednesday
Last Library Book checked out: a vampire story about 8 months ago
Last Movie Seen in Theatres: dawn of the dead
Last Book Read:: clive barker - the hellbound heart (hellraiser)
Last Movie Rented:: dunno
Last Cuss Word Uttered:: fucksake
Last Beverage Drank:: Milk
Last Food Consumed:: ham sanga
Last Crush:si
Last Phone Call:: garlands
Last TV Show Watched:: neighbours
Last Shoes Worn:: trainers
Last CD Played:: amen - death before music
Last Item Bought:: magazine
Last Download:: Dunno
Last Annoyance: si's alarm
Last Disappointment:: Myself
Last Thing Written:: some rude questionaire thingy in si's fhm
Last Key Used:: si's front door
Last Word Spoken:: "love you"
Last Sleep:: this morning
Last IM:: emma
Last Sexual Fantasy:: last nite
Last Weird Encounter:: walking in si's bathroom when his housemate was stood infront of the mirror in his boxers
Last Ice Cream Eaten:: toffee what hels bought about 2 weeks ago
Last Time Amused:: scaring si when he was asleep
Last Time Wanting To Die:: wednesday
Last Time In Love:: right now
Last Time Hugged:: in bed this morning
Last Time Scolded:: when i asked my mam for cash
Last Time Resentful:: im always resentful
Last Chair Sat In:: simons comp chair duh
Last Lipstick Used:: lip balm
Last Underwear Worn:: french nickers
Last Bra Worn:: white
Last Shirt Worn:: flogging molly
Last Webpage Visited:: this one

Tue, 04 May 2004 08:29:58 GMT

got my job interview today, nervous :S:S

Sat, 24 Apr 2004 22:14:47 GMT

me n si are back together again, we had a good afternoon, we watched a bit mof girl next door, messes about, then went for a mcdonalds. he threw a napkin at me and i caught it in my mouth, then we went to the acklam for a pint, was just how it was in the begining, when everything was allways fun n stuffs.

cheers emma for last nite, meant alot.
and mike for chatting to me on the way home.

Thu, 01 Jan 2004 05:29:53 GMT

happy new year to all that care, for emma, serena etc etc thanx for a great nite i love my friends who look after me and make me happy been a great nite, slowly relising my place on earth and the people that care and people that dont, im talki9ng shit now cause im hammered blah blah blah

welcome to 2004

:)

Mon, 15 Dec 2003 17:10:22 GMT

well today i started on sorting the house stuff, all i need to do now is sort out the deposit with ritchy and get the houseing benefit forms, i was talking to our landlord today and he said that he is going to write up the tennancy agreement and as soon as the deposit is payed we can get the keys and start cleaning up and moving our crap in. rarrrr so exited gonna be great.

havent been home since last friday hehe, i have dropped out of college and am going to work on my port folio, im going to do alot more paintings and drawings cause i think i have too much digital shit.

Tue, 09 Dec 2003 13:17:05 GMT

well im gonna watch bowling for columbine again cause its well good, i think im gonna get a little obsessed hehehe, im not at college again today i came down to si's instead but i think im going to be thrown out and ill have to pay ma fucking parents board if i do rarrrrr that sucks, im sposed to have an exam tomorrow on cognitive and developmental psychology, fuck that if i get hammered tonight i wont be able to sit an exam id probs hurl all over the place, if i decide not to turn up that means i wont go back to colege but if i do turn up i know ill fail i dunno ill decide tomorrow

rarrrrrness

Mon, 08 Dec 2003 21:31:50 GMT

well today was well lazy, i slept in for college and when i finally got there i just went and bought a cuppa and then left again and went wandering round town with katie, karie, and louise.
i was stood at the bus stop with jessica (cadman) and we had a right giggle on lisas behalf, bless i think jess can be allright, and when she left lisa and sold her ticket to farce and went eith her other friends thats legend, so cunning, i give her great praise for that. i know me n jess havent got on in the past but i thinks its time to grow up and only waste hate and destroy the people i hate e.g lisa, mike, chris etc.

i got a fone call off weam asking me weather i am gonna stab anyone in the acklam when five more minutes play, i was like fuck no, im gonna smash lisa's face in and maybe smash something over mikes head and intimidate chris but im not gonna stab anyone, also he sed that lurch sed that i was gonna get him cause he beat up hally NO DONT THINK SO hally beat up him and i admitted to getting mike beaten up, i have to have people know that when i say im gonna do summat i fucking mean it, rarrr i hate em all

well this weekend was good, i was so hammered and i spent way too much money, overall ive been through £397 since last thurs, fri saw me having 6 pringles and some sherbert sat four and a half pringle and loadsa drink and clothes terrible
me n maz are going to the crown for a couple of drinkies and im gonna see si me thinks maybe ben n ritchy are coming

im currently sat here at maz's house drinking cider and black and maz is getting ready